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This is my last month in my term 2~after over this 30 days of the month~i have finish my first semester of my foundation study~but now i have rush n submit all of my final assignment in this 3 more weeks as soon as possible~and amount of the subject work is really really..............MANY! oh my godness~all my coursemates do it until crazy~although it is a lot of assignment for us~so the conclusion is-----------i also need to submit it all before dateline~haha~

My coursemate happen some unlucky matter recently~first is shwu tian~she didnt have attend the class almost 3 weeks before~bcoz the defect have attack her continuous~while she feel a little bit well~she get back sick again again thn again~haiz~really pity her~hope she can take care her body as well as soon la~^.<~another unlucky matter is about yi pek~i get know this bad news on last monday from kaka~they told me yi pek's head knock by guitar~then send to hospital already~wtf~what a funny reason~suddenly~while we having our lunch~yi pek make a call for orange~she told orange she will going back langkawi tomolo and stay at hospital now~after we get it know~kaka straight borrow car from his friend and pick us visit yi pek as fast as soon~it's really touch for few of us~

Last friday i absent my coursemate(hwee shyan)birthday celebration~T.T i let few of them scold n call me ffk king~ffk mean "fong fei kei"haiz~i really sad la~sorry la~no next time again la~really~promise u all~>.<

I hope i can finish all of my assignment soon la~coz really strees when i face it~haiz~GAMBATEH!!!

>.< Sleepless >.<

2009Y10M19D-Now 2.00a.m midnight already~as a normal human must getting to sleep now right(but some abnormal human=night ghost sure is their activity moment now~hehe) I reverse my time recently~like sleep at morning then activity at night~haiz~ and another reason is i feel sleepless every night~what can i do~i do~i do~assignment~assignment~assignment~wanna getting crazy already~HELP ME PLEASE!!!!

A small gathering with my highschoolmates

2009Y10M17D-After having my dinner with my family, i feel a little bit boring~ so that i ask my elder brother can i borrow his car or not~after that he approve it~but need return back the car b4 12~btw la~ i sure can do it 1~ after this~i send a msg to my lala and date him, but he say he dun wan go out because of tired~>.< style="font-weight: normal;">coincidence at all~ haha^.^ The topic tat i chat at there is about our job~ because pui shan and me need a job, so we 2 ask some question about our job 1 with Chilly~ bla bla bla~ actually we can chat about the job almost 2 hours~ so glad can meet with them~ because we really "long time no see" since my birthday celebration~ most of them also need to busy on their college study~haiz~ hope that we wont always like this~ friendship 4ever ba ~^.^

Happy or Sad???

Tat sad matter already pass almost half more year~i feel tat i can recover between this half year as soon as possible~but on this feel weeks~i had return normal like before~!!! What happen to me~please~who can tell me~maybe is my problem~it's because i really cant forget her thoroughly~I want say Sorry to her and myself also~but i really had try my best to forget that sad thing~really!!! Every night while i sleep~i surely will dream about her~it really not tat i want to be 1~anyone experience can tell me why this happen~like last night~i dream about her until i knock my head to the wall~fuXk!!!DamXX it!!! Suddenly i feel painful after my head knock it~I get know a bad new the day before yesterday~my best buddy tell me she love affair~ suddenly i feel moody and down~oh my god!what happen to me wat~i supposed to feel glad and bless you~but why i feel loss after i knew it~i really hope that have some1 can talk n sharing with me~but.........................NO ONE~i feel that~far~far~and far~what i can do right now~"I hate I infatuation to her, I hate myself"